Well things are getting more and more dicey like I predicted. I've still got to do CCR (mind you each one takes about 20 minutes to do), then I have to submit my work experience forms...Let's see, I'm failing two classes and am having a hard time getting to a passing grade. I mean, yeah I think I will graduate but it's a fine wire that I might miss and trip on.

That and the play is airing the wednesday after break.... It's my first performance ever and I got one of the hardest lead roles. Am I a bit nervous? No, not a bit. A LOT. On top of that, it seems every one of my friends is having some sort of problem that I feel obligated to deal with.

And of course it's almost the 16th month I've been single now and it's starting to dissolve my innards (at least, it feels like that) It doesn't bother me 100% of the time, but when it does bother me, it hurts alot. I'm picky and I rarely find anyone I would bother dating...and when I do, I latch onto them like a barnacle on a whales hide. I don't mean I'm clingy, I'm too shy to be "clingy"

I could use a vacation or a nice cuddle with someone I love. Hell, a cuddle with someone I love WOULD be a vacation to me. Fuck Hawaii, gimme a hug anyday.

I've been making a few little songs and writing some lyrics but have had trouble making music to my lyrics. That always happens to me; I can write lyrics but not the music to them, and vice versa. Anyway, I'll cut this short. Wish me luck so I don't mess up my lines on opening night...or any night for that matter. My paws are cold so I'm gonna turn in. Night.